in this world now, sorry is not enough . saying sorry doesn't make everything back
to normal. i wish it does. i'm sorry i'm not perfect like you wish I would be.
I'm sorry I'm trying to be beautiful but I can't. I'm just fugly. I miss everything in the
past. Its all changing in the wrong way . I can't sleep, study and eat like I always do.
I can't feel the peace like it used to be.
The way he texted me now, its just different and pain. He talks perfectly fine with his
****. but why not me. for now, i should just shut up and stop texting him. i'm feelin
like i'm his disturbia. i can't lose him. its soo much difficult at time. yes, i should stop
talking to him and just do my things. I don't have to wait for him after school though
he dunno anything about it. and i should nagging at youq about water crisis in Malaysia.
I should nagging at the whole class about the windows. I should nagging at Iqa why she
is sooo lazy when poooping. ERGHH, i try to make my self feel better. But no I'm not
its just hurt, everyday i had to fake a smile and eat ice cream like nothing happens.
The world never revolves around me, I know Allah is making me a stronger person
everyday. I need time to cry. i realise evertyhing now.
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