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4/14/2011

Talk Speak Yell and cry



push it out, fake a smile, avert disaster just in time. 


I'm soo good hiding my feelings :) It wouldn't last long. I'm just depressed atime. 
I fake a smile, pretend to be happy, say everything is fine. You want to know, the
real sad thing is though ? They all fall for my act. Sometimes they know it. They just
don't care about it. Same thing happens today. I just need somebody who really care
to talk to. They all busy. its only a person. but otherwise, he got better things to do than
sit around hear my stupid unimportant problems. that the world wouldn't care right.
Friends admitting I'm their BFF. uhh, if you guys just shut up and listen what I want to say,
Its just the outside you guys are my BFF. Inside, uhh NO. you guys are not a good listener.
your responds sound like you guys never care. So, I dun really have real Friends.
When your problems come, I listen and gave good respond and I really do care.
When the problem come to mine, did you guys ever do the same ?

School just sucks and getting sucks everyday. Got f-lah ! people and teachers
are just getting crazy everyday. I just hate every moment in school. We learn everything,
but its really annoys when homosapiens sorounded and lots of them are Heartless.

Today, I just need somebody to talk lively. not through phone or text
or IMs. No one want to see me. Monday will be a great day back ryte.
I'll be busy ;P like shit. I just love Thursday and Friday my freedom are
on this both day. I just hope my blog talk back to me, like it is somekind
of human. Really3 irritated me, my pillow don;t speak -.- I wish it really do,
so i don't have to speak to human. who just don't care about me. 

this stupid waters coming out of my eyes. effingg much. 

So just fake a smile, and say everything fine 


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