Lemons

sweet tooth ? go to the dentist . i wish life is easy as that and not lemons. all these days, i just keep blaming the life that allah have gave me.

Firman Allah , (this one is always on my head)

Sesungguhnya Allah tidak mengubah nasib kaum itu melainkan dia mengubah nasib dirinya sendiri.

okay . astaghfirullahalazim. yes, aku suka sangat merungut keblakangan ni. but i think i might want to change that attitude and start doing it. but now, I BLOODY HATE MY SISTER !

Ring a bell ?

now playing - one step at a time

miss me ? haha like i have readers. PMR is finally over. i promised my self to blog as much as i can. and do lots of activity. look at me now, busy preparing for next year syllabus. haha jk. who did those boring stuff. okay, what i'm doing right now is throwing all those form 1, 2 and 3 papers. okay 1/3 of them are unused exercises. any pmr candy next year who don't have much money to buy books and stuff but really interested in study hard. please call me. i need those kinds of users. instead of giving it to lazy bloody people who spend time in front of the internet. oppsss #thatsme. one more thing, think about those trees. they been cut down for those papers and they are very useful for your studies. really interested ? contact me here 

i feel like i left abonded those shit papers . it felt like, i answered PMR 3 months ago. but its not. 6 days past. and i bloody hell feel like 3 months, skol is really effingg. with those bitches and assholes. i really really can't stand them. okay to be continue in the next post. i must sleep at 11 :) now its ten. prepare for skol tmrw. HAD TO ! bubye salam sayang <3

much love,

Hanis

Pleaded

okay, i've planned to do this since last month. but welll, i'm forgetful #forgetmenot. since, it is PMR . so apologize to all people. you need their blessings like seriously. you can't answering your exam while people cursing you or what ever bad thing it is. so, yeahhh. i apologize to that person. i seriously dunno what i did to that person ? okay i guess i was wrong by deleting that person of my friends list but suddenly that person deleted me back. and when i added that person back she refuse to accept. but i did apologize and want to build a new bridge while being the person back on fb. but i dunno whyyy. she refuse to say ;

yeaaa, i forgive you. don't worry hanis. 

i thought mybe, the person didn't online. so i checked out his/her wall. the person talk to someone a min ago. comment, comment stuff yadiyadiyada. that's a shocked like efff yeaaa. is this cause of that person tell something bad about me causing this person above make me want to unforgiving me. yeaa, sometime that old person really make me feel sickkkkk . what is up with you ? are you jealous of me cause i'm bloody perfect and you are not ? Most of all, i know i'm not. but you are telling people my flaws like you dun have one. yes, you are 100000000 a gazillion times perfect than me. your beautifulll , aweesomeee and love by everyone around you. i get it ! so stop disturbing my flaws by telling how bad it is infront of me, you think when you nagg about how bloody perfect you are will make me changee ? nooo ! 

p/s : i don't use any names, so anyone. no offence to anyone who read this.

This surely happens a lot

some times this asshole above make me sickk. when i need you, means i need you. can you understand that. i hate that i love you so much that make me feel sick. can i throw my phone straight to your face ! but i dunno no matter how much i really really hate you at the moment, i miss you so badly and just wanna scream i love you sayang. but these ungenuine emotions really keep my head downwards :P i'm sorry for today. all the mistakes i made. huh and this pmr, i need you by my side to support me instead of nagging to study blablabla.